Tuesday, 27 October 2009

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  Its raining its pouring...

  I woke up with killer cramps....already a sign of a terrible day to come. After dressing super fast, I laid across my couch with a heating pad on my tummy. After about 10 mins the cramps finally stopped. I now head out my house and Im greeted by wind and rain. Awesome right?! As I make my way down the block to catch the bus, I turn on my phone to call my moms to tell her and my sister to make sure they bundle up, but before I can even push the button my phone is ringing. I automatically think, who is calling me from a 718 number at 7am. Oh it was "him" not HIM like I would have liked. Anyways, the ex ex ex boyfriend calls me. I can already tell that he is recovering from one of his drinking binges. I think to myself, isnt today his call back interview, yeah it is. I just smh and keep listening to him talk. It never fails with him. As some as he get some liquid courage in his system its like he gets liquid love in his heart. But I had enough of this back and fault crap. Him and I are simply not meant to be.

  When we were younger, we were able to make it work, but now that we are grown. We've grown to see things differently. I dont want to be with someone who I argue with 89% of the time with. Im down with compromising, but you cant do that with sonmeone who honestly believes that nothing is ever their fault. I admit, I wanted him back. I wanted him badly, but then I realized that I didnt really want him. I just wanted to have someone to call mine. I also wanted him, so that "SHE" could havent him. I wont even begin to give that chick any shine on my blog, so now back to what I was typing...I was paying him attention, and he played me. Now that Im focus on other things, and other people around me, now he wants to pay attention to me. Its to late tho, because I officially like HIM.

  When I say HIM im refering to this guy that ive been getting to know since late june-early july. He is AMAZING.. He is different from the rest. I want him like nobody's bizzness. He is sweat, understanding, caring, challenging, smart, attractive. He has so many qualities that it would be impossible to list. Right now, we arent officially an item. He's into taking things slow, and Im okay with that. I like this slow pace, its allowing me to learn more and more about him each and every time we hang out. We've been seeing each other, every weekend. Due to the fact that he lives in Brooklyn, and Im in the bronx....plus with my crazy work scheduled, my free time is only on the weekends.

  Damn cramps are coming back Im outta here peeps, but to get some painkillers in my system.

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