HE left not to long ago. He ended up spending the weekend over mi casa again. This wasnt planned, but it was still amazing. We had a real chill time. I brought a huge $27 bottle of Svedka Vodka....We didnt even make it past the bottom of the label and we were saucy. We had about 7 shots, with oj chasers. I was super dizzy after that. GOOD TIMES. Tell me why I broke a blood vessel in my eye. I think it was from blowing chunks last night. I dont know about you, but for me, its hard to sleep after drinking, because I always feel nauseous so I had to force myself to blow chunks so I could sleep.

Definitely not looking forward to returning back to work tomorrow. Already looking towards saturday night, which isnt a good thing, when the week hasnt even started yet.

First let me start off by contining where my last post left off. So in my last post, you could clearly tell that I was in a confused state of mind. Ive currently interested in a boy and I ve been dealing with the idea that I may be stuck in the dreaded "friend zone". Now before you guys say anything, yes girls can also be trapped in that glass box labeled the friend zone. Im really really feeling this dude, he is a completely different type of guy from the ones I have dated in the past, (cliche sounding I know, but its true). A true gentlemen in every way. Not wanting to rush things. Ive respected that, and I like that. But then I started to think maybe he wasnt feeling me the way Im feeling him. But Ive recently recieved the info that I need to know that Im not stuck in the friend zone. He's feeling me the way Im feeling him. I got him outta that, I wanna take things slow mood, too "Karla I know what I said before, but I really really like you. " So no we are not an official item. We are taking things one step at a time. Getting to know each other completely before diving in.

 

Now onto a little recap on my life since graduating in May. Dee and I had started to hang out again, but thats no longer the case. Ive realized from the last disagreement that we clearly never fixed our issues, we just covered them up. We needed each other for entertainment, to help fight the boredom. That was all. I still love her like a sister, but at the same time things were said to me, that Ill never forget. I could NEVER allow myself to be friends with someone who felt the way she did or does about me. So Ive closed out that chapter in my life.

The spanish crew is beefing too. Im hoping they squash it. I dont wanna be the monkey in the middle. Weve all been friends for WAY to long for a misunderstanding to causes drama between them. Imma have to arrange a get together to end the madness.

I truly love my FAMILY to death. We are an amazing crew. Even tho we have our slight family issues we will come together to help each other, with no questions asked.

Ive been chillen with Malcy and Scott alot lately. Scott is a true friend, he allows me to vent but at the same time, he lets me know when Im wrong. He is someone that I can call up to go to a movies with, and not have to worry about drama persuing. Malcy has been doing his sober thing. Ive been trying to be a friend to him. Weve been hanging out alot more, but we have come to an agreement that something romantic wont be going down between us. Hes someone that I can depend on to. Hes not afraid to call me on my bullshit.

Ive been working for my uncle since Sept. Im the office manager for his Auto Detailing Company. My hours are crazy. I work Monday-Saturday from 9am-6pm, and I usually dont get home until 8. So when Saturday night and sunday come, Im always trying to do something, because I dont have much of a social life.